Neha's Diary: June 2009

Neha

Most of the things are circular.. Earth.. Circle of life, circle of friends.. Everythings end where it had started.. Recently i have experienced it.. A Circle..
This 1.8yrs are circular for me.. nw i have ended where i have started from.. It was a full circle ....... All friends i made are leaving me here only.. i will also leave this very soon.. will go back from where i came........... Good byeeeeeeeeee to all my friends & will close all loose ends which r remaining..

Maachis - Chhod Aaye Hum Vo Galiyaan

Singers: Hariharan, K.k., Suresh Wadkar And Vinod Sehgal

Chhod Aaye Hum Vo Galiyaan

Jahan Tere Pairon Ke Kawal Gira Karte Thay

Hanse To Do Gaalon Mein Bhanvar Pada Karte Thay

Teri Kamar Ke Bal Pe Nadi Muda Karti Thi

Hansi Teri Sun Sunke Phasal Paka Karti Thi

Chhod Aaye Hum Vo Galiyaan ..

O Jahan Teri Edi Se Dhoop Uda Karti Thi

Suna Hai Us Chaukhat Pe Ab Shaam Raha Karti Hai

Laton Se Uljhi Lipti Ek Raat Hua Karti Thi

Kabhi Kabhi Takiya Pe Vo Bhi Mila Karti Thi

Chhod Aaye Hum Vo Galiyaan ..

Dil Dard Ka Tukda Hai Patthar Ki Dali Si Hai

Ek Andha Kuan Hai Ya Ak Band Gali Si Hai

Ek Chhota Sa Lamha Hai Jo Khatm Nahin Hota

Main Laakh Jalata Hoon Ye Bhasm Nahin Hota

Ye Bhasm Nahin Hota

Chhod Aaye Hum Vo Galiyaan ..

Hoon Ye Bhasm Nahin Hota Ye Bhasm Nahin Hota

Chhod Aaye Hum Vo Galiyaan ..

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Receipe: Pav Bhaji

Neha

This a new recipe which i learnt from DI in Mumbai..

Time Required: 20 mins

Ingredients:

Oil as per need

2 bowls Tomato puree with some garlic.

1 Capsicum

1/2 cauliflower

2 potatoes

2 onion finely chopped

2 Green chillies

4 tsp of Pav bhaji masala

salt as per taste

Method:

Boil all vegetables in cooker. Have some oil in a pot. Add finely chopped onions when oil is heated. Stir onions till they become brown. Add tomato and garlic paste. Cook it till oil separates then add pav bhaji masala. Stir it and add boiled
vegetables and stir till they mix well.. Garish with coriander, butter and chopped onion. Heat Pav with some butter and eat with prepared bhaji :) njoy...

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Beauty is on My Mind!!!!!

Neha

As it a girl's diary.. Beauty can be a thought in her's mind so today i am thinking about Beauty &Me.

Now a days i am becoming very reckless for my skin care and changing products at my wish.. which is not very good.. so now onwards i will be very strict about the products i will buy.. Here i am making a list so that no product i brought is out of it...

1. My Sunscreen Cream (Lotus SPF 30): Its a must use thing.. It will prevent the skin from tanning and from harmful effects of sun..

2. My Daily Cream (lacto calamine): It protects my skin from pollution and make it attractive.

3. My Face wash (EverYuth Lemon): It is a must after a day out. It removes xcess oil from my oily skin and i get rid of dirt.

4. My Cleansing Milk (Ayur Cleansing Milk): It is of must use at least once in a week to cleanse deep pores. So that skin becomes healthy.

5. My Scrub (Everyuth walnut scrub): It is of must use once in a week to remove dirt deeply.

6. Massage Cream (Ayur All purpose Cream): Pamper your skin with some massge and for good blood circulation twice in a month.

7. My Face Pack (NoMarks Face Pack): A must use after face massage.

Or use sandal wood and multani mitti as face pack.

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I am sick!!!!!!!!!!!

Neha

Ya i am sick and not feeling well from yesterday.. I am having sore throat.. feeling like hell.. wheather is changing so it started affecting my throat.. I have taken some medicines, some stepciles, some halls and bla bla...
but what i want this very moment is very different.. I need the warmth.. warmth of a touch, warmth of a hug and warmth of someone's skin beside mine.. I am away from home and now i am missing my mom.. she is the medication for all my sickness.. she is the cure for my pain.. But sighhh she is not here.. i am feeling homesick and missing her warmth :'(

Movie Name: Taare zamin par

Song: Maa

Lyrics: Parsoon Joshi

Singers: Shankar, Ehsaan, Loy

main kabhi batlata nahin

par andhere se darta hoon main maa

yun to main,dikhlata nahin

teri parwaah karta hoon main maa

tujhe sab hain pata, hain na maa

tujhe sab hain pata,,meri maa

bheed mein yun na chodo mujhe

ghar laut ke bhi aa naa paoon maa

bhej na itna door mujhko tu

yaad bhi tujhko aa naa paoon maa

kya itna bura hoon main maa

kya itna bura meri maa

jab bhi kabhi papa mujhe

jo zor se jhoola jhulate hain maa

meri nazar dhoondhe tujhe

sochu yahi tu aa ke thaamegi maa

unse main yeh kehta nahin

par main seham jaata hoon maa

chehre pe aana deta nahin

dil hi dil mein ghabraata hoon maa

tujhe sab hai pata hai naa maa

tujhe sab hai pata meri maa

main kabhi batlata nahin

par andhere se darta hoon main maa

yun to main,dikhlata nahin

teri parwaah karta hoon main maa

tujhe sab hain pata, hain na maa

tujhe sab hain pata,meri maa.......

Mood: Sad

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Unconditional Love

Neha

Today is also cloudy and lazy day.. My good friend and collegue.. moumi is leaving the company.. Monday will be the last working day for her. so today we have some talk/gossip :) at caferteria.. I gonna miss her surely.. i will miss my friend very much.. :'(..
A thought came into my mind.. What is unconditional love?? what unconditional love means?? what is it???
I guess.. Unconditional love is a love which wants nothing in return but still loves u..
Then my next question is Do it exists?? Atleast for me it doesn't. I cant love anybody without expecting anything in return. If i love somone i want the same in return.. If it doesnt come back it really hurts.. ya it hurts badly.. I noe that pain.. :(
So may be my love is conditional love.. is it bad?? but i can't help it.. i want love in return.. Ya i want my part of love.. but sometimes ppl don't return what they get.. so is it my mistake? or i didnt love them enough so that they can return it to me? i don't noe what happens but sometimes Newton's third law is not followed..
I want to be loved as i love ppl.. is there any way out? Why ppl doesnt feel the same way we do? why??? I guess there is no answers..........
Itne saare questions k baad mujhe ek hi gaana yaad aa raha hai.. Here it is:

Movie Name: Kaho na pyaar hai
Song: Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Lyrics: Ibrahim Ashq
Singers: Lucky Ali
Lyrics:

Kyoon Chalti Hai Pawan ?
Why does the wind blow ?
Kyoon Jhoomey Hai Gagan ?
Why does the sky ( horizon) swing ?
Kyoon Machchalta Hai Mann ?
Why does the heart become merry?
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Neither you know , nor I
Na Tum Jano Na Hum

Kyoon Aati Hai Bahar ?
Why does the breeze come ?
Kyoon Lut Ta Hai Qaraar ?
Why does one lose peace of mind?
Kyoon Hota Hai Pyaar ?
Why does love happen ?
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Na Tum Jano Na Hum...

Ye Madhoshiyaan, Ye Tanhaiyaan
These intoxications , these tensions
Tasavur Mein Hain Kis Ki Parchaiyaan ?
Whose shadows are these in one's imagination ?
Ye Bheega Samaa, Umangein Jawan
This wet season , these impulses of youth
Mujhe Ishq Le Ja Raha Hai Kahan ?
Where is this feeling of being in love taking me ?
Kyoon Goom Hai Har Dishaa ?
Why are all the four directions circling ?
Kyoon Hota Hai Nashaa ?
Why this feeling of drunkness ?
Kyoon Aata Hai Mazaa ?
Why this feeling of enjoyment ?
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Neither you know nor I
Dhadakta Bhi Hai, Tadapta Bhi Hai
It beats faster , it is tormented too
Ye Dil Kyoon Achanak Bahekta Bhi Hai ?
Why has this heart suddenly gone haywire ?
Mahekta Bhi Hai, Chahekta Bhi Hai
It perfumes , it likes it
Ye Dil Kya Waffa Ko Samajhta Bhi Hai ?
Does this heart even understand faithfulness ?
Kyoon Milti Hai Nazar ?
Why do eyes meet ?
Kyoon Hota Hai Assar ?
Why does one feel agreeable ?
Kyoon Hoti Hai Sahar
Why does ? Sahar
rest is repeated
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Kyoon Chalti Hai Pawan
Kyoon Jhoomey Hai Gagan
Kyoon Machchalta Hai Mann
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Kyoon Aati Hai Bahar
Kyoon Lut Ta Hai Qaraar
Kyoon Hota Hai Pyaar
Na Tum Jano Na Hum
Na Tum Jano Na Hum...

Mood: Emotional

Current Book: Selected Short Stories by Joseph Conrad.

Updated Lists of books i have read click here.

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Random questions for ur self.

Neha

Rules... You can only answer Yes or No...

Over 18? Yes
Danced in front of your mirror? Yes
Ever told a lie? Yes
Been arrested? No
Kissed a picture? Yes
Kissed mirror while lipstick put on? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Held an actual snake? No
Ever run a red light? Yes
Ever drink and drive? No
Been suspended from school? No
Ever been fired from a job? No
Had any car/motorbike accident? Yes
Sang karaoke? No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
Ever gone “under the knife?” No
Ever laughed until you wet yourself? Yes
Kissed in the rain? No
Sang in the shower? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Been to a foreign country in which you didn’t speak the language? No
Thought about your past with regret? No
Been pushed in the pool with your clothes on? No
Shaved your head? No
Blacked out from drinking? No
Had a gym membership? No
Been in a band? No
Fired a gun? No
Liked someone with nobody else knowing about it? Yes
Donated Blood? No
Liked someone you shouldn’t? Yes
Have a tattoo? No
Been to jail? No
Have or had any piercings? Yes
Made friendship with a complete stranger? Yes
Had a one night stand? No
Caught someone cheating on you? No
Felt like dying? Yes
Regret any of your ex’s? No
Been in Love? Yes
Met a celebrity? No
Been on TV? No
Know how to cook? Yes
Like Driving? Yes
Bungee jumped, skydived, based jumped, etc? No
Slept outdoors? Yes
Do you believe in God? Yes
Spent the night in a snow cave? No
Smoked? No
Ever done drugs? No
Thought you were going to drown? Yes
Play an instrument? Yes
Driven cross country? Yes

Try Answering them :) Its fun

Neha

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Good Morning

Neha

Goooooooooooooooooooood morninggggggggggggggg mumbaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii... sorry not mumbai... pune............. Today its a very romantic cloudy day......... very refreshing and beautiful.. juz want to go for a lonnnnnnng drive.. but as usual struck in office.. never mind.. :) Today radio channels are playing my favorite songs when i was in bus.. that too created a good, romantic mood.. Juz close ur eyes and enjoy the morning.. its a perfect morning..
Radio music roars one of my favorite song from Mera pehla pehla pyar movie (MP3). This movie is very special to me.. This was the first movie i watched with sudeep chupke chupke in my college life in Inox. :) Isn't it special??
As well as i like the story of it a very cute love story.. if u have not watched it.. i must say U have missed something... go and watch it!!!!!!!!!!!

Movie Name: Mera Pehla Pehla Pyar
Lyricists: Vipin Mishra
Singer(s): K.K
Lyrics:

Move your body baby move like this move like that

You close your body baby slip n slide through mp3

Naa jaane kab ye hua na kisiko khabhar na khud ko pata

khoye khoye rehte hum yaha hai

silsillon ka silsilla hai hua shuru hai ab jo nikle bhi jaan

ab se hai hum rahi chahatoon ke

ye jaise pehla nasha wo pehli nazar wo pehla hunar

kyon lage mohabat hi jahaan hai

doston ki dosti yaaron ki yaari kam lagne lagi

behke hai hum behka ye samaa hai

kaise samjaon tumhe

mera pehla pehla pyaar hai ye

aankhoon me aitbaar hai ye - 2

hawaan bhi milli thi hume jhoonkhon me poonch rahi thi

pyaar ye agar nahi tho phir kya hai ae

aasmaan tu bhi aaj kal sang chalta hai

saath leke chaand taare

kaise samjaon tumhe

mera pehla pehla pyaar hai ye

aankhoon me aitbaar hai ye- 2

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On Father's Day..

Neha

Today morning i reach pune.. safely huh!! this time... :) I am quite happy about it but got tired.. I dont remember last time when i got up at 5.30 am. It was very early for me :).. But i reached pune in 2hrs only. The journey was more difficult from pune station to the office..
Today morning i got a very good mail.. want to share on the occasion of Father's Day.. I love my dad..
This story is very emotional.. :'(

Tell me what got into you..? How did you do it . . ?

A teenager lived alone with his father, and the two of them had a very special relationship. The father believed in encouragement.

This young man was the smallest of the class when he entered high school. His father continued to encourage him but also made it very clear that he did not have to play football if he didn't want to. But the young man loved football and decided to hang in there. He was determined to try his best at every practice, and perhaps he'd get to play when he became a senior. Even though the son was always on the bench, his father was always in the stands cheering. He never missed a game.

All through high school he never missed neither a practice nor a game, but remained a bench warmer all four years. His faithful father was always in the stands, always with words of encouragement for him. When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did. The coach admitted that he kept him on the roster because he always puts his heart and soul to every practice,and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed. The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his father.

His father shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games. This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in the game. It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big play off game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent. Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My father died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?"

The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday." Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful team-mate back so soon. "Coach, please let me play. I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted his worst player in this close playoff game. But the young man persisted,and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said."You can go in." Before long, the coach, the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes. This little unknown, who had never played before, was doing everything right.

The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, he passed, blocked and tackled like a star. His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied.In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown. The fans broke loose. His team-mates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you've never heard! Finally,after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that the young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic!

Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?"

He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, "Well, you knew my dad died, but did you know that my dad was blind?" The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Dad came to all my games, but today was the first time he could see me play, and I wanted to show him I could do it . .. . "

SO - REMEMBER RIGHT NOW:
* Somebody is very proud of you.

* Somebody is thinking of you.

* Somebody is caring about you.

* Somebody misses you.

* Somebody wants to talk to you.

* Somebody wants to be with you.

* Somebody hopes you are not in trouble.

* Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.

* Somebody wants to hold your hand.

* Somebody hopes everything turns out all right.

* Somebody wants you to be happy.

* Somebody wants you to find him / her.

* Somebody wants to give you a gift.

* Somebody wants to hug you.

* Somebody thinks you ARE a gift.

* Somebody admires your strength.

* Somebody wants to protect you.

* Somebody can't wait to see you..

* Somebody loves you for who you are.

* Somebody treasures your spirit.

* Somebody is glad that you are their friend.

* Somebody wants to get to know you better.

* Somebody wants to be near you.

* Somebody wants you to know they are there for you.

* Somebody would do anything for you.

* Somebody wants to share their dreams with you..

* Somebody is alive because of you.

* Somebody needs your support.

* Somebody will cry when they read this.

* Somebody needs you to have faith in them.

* Somebody trusts you.

* Somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.

Don't cry because it is over - smile because it happened.

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Mumbai.. Scary place

Neha

Today i am going to mumbai.. a city which scares me.. scares?? ya. i still remember when i last visited it in Dec07. My wallet has stolen by a small kid on Kalyan station.. i realize a hand in my purse.. but when i see a boy beside me i didn't believe dat he is doing something bad but when i realised it was wrong in fraction of seconds he was gone.. Oh god i felt like hell all my money, cards were gone.. i felt like to kill somebody.. Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I juz want to run from mumbai at dat very moment.. i was not feeling safe there..
Again i am forced to go there as my JTO exam center is there. I dont have any hope from my exam but still have to give it.. Hope this time nothing bad happen.. I have taken all precautions like a bag with a lock, no cards with me, not much cash... finger crossed and yes i will be very alert.. :)
Safe Journey for me.. Stay safe Neha :)

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U Me Aur Hum

Neha

Today i am in good mood... listening to a song..
Every line of it is so meaningful.. i loved it. Here it goes..

Movie Name: U Me aur Hum
Lyric Name: Ue Me Aur Hum
Lyricists: Munna Dhiman
Music Director: Vishal Bharadwaj
Singer(s): Shreya Ghoshal
Lyrics:

I Got A Feeling Incomplete In My Heart,

Don'T Wanna Go It Alone Though We Can Never Be Apart,

We Can Never Be Apart,

U Make Me Feel Complete Coz You Are A Piece Of My Heart

You'Re The One For Me I Knew It Right From The Start

Yeh, We Can Never Be Apart,

We Can Never Be Apart, We Can Never Be Apart.

Mmm...

Apne Rang Gawaen Bin, Mere Rang Mein Ghul JaoOhh..

Apne Rang Gawaen Bin, Mere Rang Mein Ghul Jao

Apni Dhoop Bujhaye Bin, Meri Chhao Mein Aa JaoOh

Chalo Yoon Kare,

Tum, Tum Bhi Raho,

Main, Main Bhi Rahoon

Hum, Hum Bhi Rahein Oh Tum, Tum Bhi Raho,

Main, Main Bhi Rahoon Hum, Hum Bhi Rahein

Teeno Mil Ke Saathchale

Saathi Janam Janam, U Me Aur Hum.

U Me Aur Hum, U Me Aur Hum.

Apne Rang Gawaen Bin, Mere Rang Mein Ghul Jao

Apni Dhoop Bujhaye Bin, Meri Chhao Mein Aa Jao

Jaise Baadal Paani Ka, Yaarana Hai

Jaise Gul Aur Khushboo Ka, Dostana Hai

Oh Jaise Baadal Paani Ka, Yaarana Hai

Jaise Gul Aur Khushboo Ka, Dostana Hai

Waise Hee Rahein Hum Tum

Waise Hi Jiyein Hum Tum

Ohhh

Tere Mere Haathon Mein, Koi Bhi Pinjara Na Ho

Ek Duje Par Apna,

Haq Toh Ho Kabza Na, Ho Har Haal Mein,

Tum, Tum Tum Bhi Raho, Main, Main Bhi Rahoon

Hum, Hum Bhi Rahein

Oh...

When My Heart Goes On,

Misses A Beat, I Know It'S Gotta Be You Girl,

You Sweep Me Off My Feet

Sweep Me Off My Feet, Oh You Sweep Me Off My Feet

And When The Blood From My Heart

Rushes Into My Brain, It Sends A Message To Me

To Say You'Re Driving Me Insane,

You Know You'Re Driving Me Insane, Driving Me Insane

Love Gives Your Heart The Power, To Open Up And Flower

Calling It Every Hour, But Its Refrained, Its Refrained

Ek Din Toh Who Lamha, Bhi Aana Hai

Dono Me Se Ek Ne, Chale Jaana Hai

Ho... Ek Din Toh Who Lamha, Bhi Aana Hai

Dono Me Se Ek Ne, Chale Jaana Hai

Baatein Yeh Sabhi Hum Tum, Jaanlein Abhi Hum Tum

Oh Dono Mil Ke Saath Mein, Aise Jeena Seekh Lein

Taaki Jo Peeche Rahein, Usko Na Ho Mushkilein

Oh Chalo Yoon Jiye, Agar Main Na Rahoon

Ya Tum Na Raho, Hum, Hum Hee Rahein

Jaise Saaya Saath Chale, Saath Rahein Hardum

U Me Aur Hum, U Me Aur Hum,U Me Aur Hum, U Me Aur Hum,

U Me Aur Hum, Aur Hum.

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Books I read........

Neha

List of Books i have read till date.. i noe the list will be large.. but i am increasing it.... :)

You can win: Shiv Khera
A monk who sold his farrari: Robin Sharma
Five point someone: Chetan Bhagat
Three Mistakes: Chetan Bhagat
The Alchemist: Paulo Coelho
Digital Fortness: Dan Brown
Twilight: Stephenie Meyer
Brida: Paulo Coelho
Gently falls the Bakula: Sudha Murthy
Tell me your dreams: Sydney sheldon
Memories of Midnight: Sydney sheldon
Kite Runner: Khaled Hosseini
If god was a banker: Ravi Subramanian
P.S. I Love u: Helen Schulman
The ultimate gift: Jim Stovall
Close to You: Christina Dodd
Sands of Times: Sydney sheldon
Of course I Love You....Till I find Someone better: Durjoy Datta and Maanvi Ahuja
The Secret by Rhonda Byrne
Don't lose your mind, lose your weight by Rujuta Diwekar

Happy Reading..
Neha

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A Walk on Mountains......

Neha

This Saturday.. i was all alone at home.. my roommate has gone to her home.. n sudeep had no time for me as he was shifting to new flat. So i was very depressed all alone :(. Saturday i did nothing.. Juz reading my Novel.. had bad food... had bad feelings.. done my washing of clothes.. slept.. dats all...
So for sunday i planned to do some adventure.. My day started earlier.. a veryyyyy rare thing. I wake up at 6.30. Had some bread butter and tea for breakfast. Then i left home walking towards baner. I had no idea where i was going. Then at baner phata i decided to go at temple at baner..which is situated at hill top...
I walked almost 2-3kms.. wow i am proud of myself........ yipppie ....
Then i had cold water to drink then rested fr a min then continued towards the temple.. climb it.. The temple was of devi as i was depressed i sat there for 30mins then i saw many ppl at the other mountain so due to curiousity i get there.. wow the scenary was awesome for there.. sorry if i had a camera i could have get some pics for there.. :(
Then i asked ppl out there wht all r doing.. dey told me that they have planted trees there and they water them... wow wht a noble thought.. i was pleased.. dey asked me join in next week.. i said OK..
Then i had a peaceful walk on mountain.. chilled air.. very refreshing............... relaxing......... i dont have words to explain.. it was too good..
Then i climb down from another mountain and reached pashan.. Then walked back to baner.. Hire a auto and came back home.. It was a Achievement for me.. Yippppppppppppppieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I climbed a mountain alone.. n without any help............... Cool.
Mood: Happy, My leg is aching :)
Current Book: The Sand of Times, SidneySheldon.

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Confusion...............

Neha

There are lots of confusion in my life.. and there are times when some topics take me to inner thoughts.. I want to be a bird .. free in air.. can fly where she wants.......................... but sorry to say life is not as we want it to be.. I have many questions in my mind like what is important in life??? love? money? career? family? or it juz U that matters...
Whats the purpose of our life? to earn money, to be happy yourself, to make others happy, to have fun, to be religious, to follow culture or to be good to everyone..???? what is that we want out of our life?? i don't noe..
I juz live life as it comes..
I am happy and sometimes sad also. dont noe whether i am doing things right or wrong.. But i really want happiness and want to do lots of things.. but with time my priorities are changing & they are changing me.. for good or bad i dont noe.. but i want to be a free person.. free as flowing water but i cant.. there are lots of mooh maya.. cant escape them..
there are lots of my dreams which i couldn't be able to fulfill.. i don't noe the reason but i go ahead before cherishing them.. so sad..
in childhood i dreamt of photography as a hobby but not able to do as i was not having any camera.. then i dreamt of doing some serious drawing but i didn't get opportunity of getting any good education of it.. Now i am dreaming to have a gear bicycle bt no one is supporting me............ sighhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is difficult for a girl yarr......... I hate it...

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Cycling.......... A dream

Neha

Today as i was reading some blogs, i came across this site.. http://notebook.bumsonthesaddle.com/faq:commute. I also want to do cycling.

I remember my initial days of cycling.. My brother teached me cycling in one summer vacation. I fell many times and ran home shouting at my brother.. ;). Finally i got the balance on those two wheels by pedaling half.. when i push pedals down in full circular motion i used to feel scared but sooner i become confident. Then my routine after school was to do cycling in my locality for 2hours.. I still remember i was so passinate abt it... Those were good days..............

I really want to start it again but is it so simple to do what u want?????? i think No..
No one will allow me neither my parents nor sudeep.. i know that.. Actually it is very hard to do things which a girl want to do. I cant come office by a bike.. If i were a guy i could have done that.. I dont noe i am not feeling happy as there are many things i want to do but i cant as i am a girl and cycling is one of them... sighh!!!
Kash i would have been a guy then i would have gone for cycling trek or for some adventure over my cycle.. roamed around country side..
Sudeep will not allow me to get a cycle.. Actually its not safe for a girl to do cycling alone.. yar all problems, limitations are there for a girl.. The world is shit yaar.. boys can do anything and a girl cant.... I am not blaming that i have to take permissions to do things but i complaining abt the people. why the hell people/ guys trouble girls?? If that would not be the senario of society then i can be able to do anything which i want to..
Lets see what will happen to this dream of mine. If i would get any companion for this, i will really want to join.. Still there are problems with it. I am feeling frustated as it will not turn to reality and i noe no one of my friend will support me for cycling thing. They will think i am crazy..................................
Lets see when i will fulfill one of my dreams..

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Machroni Masala

Neha

Macaroni Masala
One of my favorite receipe to fight with hunger.. :)

Time Required: 20 mins

Ingredients:
Oil as per need
1 packet Macaroni
1/2 bowl Tomato puree
1 Capsicum
1 onion
2 Green chillies
1 tps ginger garlic paste
1/4 tsp of Red chilli powder
1 tsp of turmeric powder
2 tsp of grated cheese
salt as per taste

Method:
Cook Macaroni in a large pot of salted water and with 1tps of oil . Cook until tender, Rinse in cold water & set aside.
Take some oil and saute onion with ginger garlic paste and chillies after 2mins add capsicum. Cook it for 2-3 mins till capsicum become soft.
Add Tomato puree cook it with tumeric power, chillie powder till oil separates. Add macaroni & cook on low flame for another 2 minutes. DO NOT saute vigourously as the macaronis will tend to break, add salt as per taste
Transfer it into a bowl & Garnish with grated cheese............Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Cooking.. Hobby- II

Neha

Cooking.. It is a developed hobby for me....
Initially i was not good at cooking hence i didn't like it. My mom used to yell at me when she went out and i never cook when she came back.. When i moved to pune i have to cook for myself as we didn't have cook. I was juz having very lil knowledge abt it and didn't have any practical information. But as i started cooking slowly i get interest... Due to sudeep also i got interest in cooking... Sudeep lives with his friends and they have tiffin service. So sudeep misses home made food. Generally on weekends i call him to have lunch/ dinner at my place... When he appreciates my food i got motivated to learn and to cook better..................
In these 1.5yrs i have developed cooking as my hobby.. I really enjoy to cook. But there should be someone to appreciate ;)
I am still learning to cook good Indian, Italian food.. I also like Chinese food.....
Mostly i cook Indian food.. I will write some of my recipes in this blog.. wait and watch out for it... [Goal]

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My Hobbies... Diary Writing- I

Neha

I am very moody person. At times i am very excited other times i am sad. I am very unpredictable. Sudeep also says u r very hard to understand but he still manages to do so...

The things which makes me feel good includes

Diary writing
Reading books
Cooking
Traveling
Drawing
Reading blogs
Watching movies
Listening bollywood songs
Watching cartoons or animation movies etc.

Diary writing is very good habit and it helps me to calm down when i am angry, to make decisions, its a good way to think clearly, seriously... Sometimes no one understands u neither u.. yourself.. Diary writing helps a lot..
Diary can be your best friend who listens to u patiently, gives u solution and very effective one..
I also use Diary writing as a goal setter. I started diary writing in 11 standard. I was not regular in writing anyways i will be regular this time so i have opted for this blog... It will be very helpful to write on net as it is accessible at any time and i don't need a pen ;)
In earlier diary i have written about my first crush which lasts for 2years. But i didn't told anything to that guy. Now i think it was for good so i found sudeep.. All childish, stupid emotions are written in that which i laugh on now.... :) :) Teenage was different, a very fresh era of life.. full of innocence, stupidity, craziness, enthusiasm and lotssss more.............. It felts very good when u read ur past diary entries.. it make u laugh and happy.. it can be a good source of motivation...
I will definitely do diary writing on daily basis or at least thrice in a week.. [Goal].

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Home Away from home

Neha

Pune.... I have been studying in Nagpur. But got selected in a MNC thru campus recuritment and got placement in pune. As i have never been far from family i had mixed feeling of joy and fear. But pune being very similar to nagpur, i had no problems. I came to pune with my parents, they settled me in a flat where 3 other girls used to live. From October07 that flat is my second home. My roomie was a senior married girl and i use to call her 'Di'. Her husband was aboard and she was working with infy and trying for onsite. I used to call my flat as 'Room' but di told me say 'Home' instead of room. Slowly slowly i got the meaning of that.
I was very happy being in pune because sudeep had already joined his company in pune. We juz used to talk on phone so these were our initial dating period.
First day of my corporate life was good and juz had my joining formalities done. I have joined with 40 other batchmates. All fresh from college, rounds of introduction happened. Had Very good experience to meet people.
The third day in pune was saturday i.e. a weekend so sudeep and i planned to meet. He stay very far from my area atleast 20kms away. As i was new there so sudeep came to my area to meet me. We went to a restaurant to have lunch. I was blushing as we were not used to each other presence. I could talk with him on phone but in his presence i cant say a word.. that was strange but slowly slowly i opened up. We chatted for hours then went to E-square, a multiplex to see a movie. Very Memorable weekend..

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Haathon mein haath jab hum chale

Ho gaya ye dil deewana Hota hai pyaar kya isne jaana

Teri aankhon mein jannat basake chala

Teri zulfon ki chhaaon mein chalta chala

Tere neinon mein chein tere labh pe khushi

Tujhko hi main mohabbat bana ke chala

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Haathon mein haath jab hum chale

Ho gaya ye dil deewana Hota hai pyaar kya isne jaana

Teri aankhon mein jannat basake chala

Teri zulfon ki chhaaon mein chalta chala

Tere neinon mein chein tere labh pe khushi

Tujhko hi main mohabbat bana ke chala

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Ho gaye shuru ye silsile

Ho gaya ye dil deewana Hota hai pyaar kya isne jaana

Khilti kaliyon mein dhoondhoon bas tere nishaan

Main na jaanoon hai aakhir ye kya karvaan

Tujhe dekhoon to aaye labh pe khushi

Khuda na kare ho kabhi dooriyaan

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Haathon mein haath jab hum chale

Ho gaya ye dil deewana Hota hai pyaar kya humne jaana

Ho gaya hoon paagal ab tere liye

Tere bin dil bechara ye kaise jiye

Maine khoke hai chein paayi tujh mein khushi

Tu bani jaanejaana meri zindagi

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Haathon mein haath jab hum chale

Ho gaya ye dil deewana Hota hai pyaar kya humne jaana

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Haathon mein haath jab hum chale

Ho gaya ye dil deewana Hota hai pyaar kya humne jaana

Woh pehli baar jab hum mile

Haathon mein haath jab hum chale

The major change in pune was i used to travel thru bus, which i never did in nagpur. I really enjoy to travel in bus standing.......... fun :) First time i went in bus to meet sudeep he told me the left side of seats are reserved for girls so seat there and plz take care.. First time i saw the two caring eyes of sudeep.
Sudeep was different in many ways.. He was marriage material type and indeed a good boyfriend, Very caring, loyal, charming, sweet............................ the list goes on.
I dont have elder sister, i find one in di. Di was very nice and made me mature in many ways. I had no experience in living alone or far from family. She helped actually teached me many things. She is elder sister to me. We had fun together, gone for shopping. After meeting sudeep, she said, nice guy and he is very much in love with you. She liked him. That was a good sign.
As time flew sudeep and i became mature in relation, fell in love deeper and deeper. Today our parents also now about us and are agreed(This story i will share later). That was a real pleasure for me.. Thanks god for all these things.
In pune i have spent almost one and half years. In these years, away from home i found a home away from home. I made a world here which revolves around sudeep, my best friend shru, her bf rahul, my collegues moumi, vishal and many more.......................... sometimes i feel homesick but sudeep is always there to take care. It gives a impense pleasure to know that there is always someone who loves u, cares for u, needs u, helps u and is always there No matter what.

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